nteresantes. To make matters worse the sky is overcast, and this time it depresses me so sad. And I'm tired, worried about the job, my future operation, how it is doing my life, my bad luck ... I know, I know, there are people who spend infinitely worse than me, I have many good things in my life, but it takes away my right to complain? No, and for that I started this blog, to vent.
I realized that the root of most of my problems is I do not know what I want. For many years I believed that my life was on track, my future was more or less clear. And suddenly, all that was for sure was gone, I was alone and had to pull ahead. At first is easy, the state of shock, pride and adrenalina do much for you to move, but in my case, now that time has passed, each step is heavier, the slab increasingly overwhelms me more.
I feel lonely but I do not know if someone at my side. I often say it's because I'm used to living alone, to do what I want, but I think I say to convince himself, to present to the world that facade of independent divorced woman, happy and carefree, which has a new life you love and feel comfortable with it. But the reason is different: I'm very insecure, I have a huge inferiority complex, and I doubt anyone will want to be with me as I know well. Perhaps it is a legacy of my marriage breakdown, if he knew me better than anyone, he would not follow my hand,
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