always different, ever breach the established rules for me and, therefore, condemned to solitude.
sighed tiredly as he walked on the dark corridors enrebesados sewer, which would lead me to the exterior.Ese place was quite dark, no one would come out if someone on the inside did not show them the way, and rarely who could went out again.
A part of me had grown fond of that place, a place where he could call home and where I found a vampire who could communicatearm, from which to learn of his wisdom. Something that I missed the whole time I was alone, fighting against myself - I always wanted the back to have someone to talk, share ideas, or even discuss.
I was so sick he almost ended up taking me wish that a deeper madness of bloodlust that inspired me.
Until I met with Aro and others. They
, even with our differences, I was welcomed, helped and taught more than I ever would have come to esperar.Lo truth is that the reason they did it was none other than get to convince me to stay with them Joining her aquelare, but even despite this, I was immensely grateful.l wind as if it were an extension of it, right behind me.
I did not need to turn around to know whom it belonged.
He was not likely to smile or laugh, so perhaps I had been his impression is enhanced even in my mind.
- thought I would not see you before I left, Marcus - keeping my posición.Sabía said it was not necessary for me to move, he would come to me themselves over completely, if they so wished.
- the end is true that you go - I said dryly from behind me.
- Asi es - I answered a little security and straightening.
was not sure where I would take that conversation, butI was afraid I was not going to seem agradable.Marcus used to stay away from the other vampires, was distant, cold and silencioso.Y the truth was that I preferred it that way, because when I spoke knew that I was for good reason, one that certainly end condemning you.
The truth was that during all the centuries that had passed them with whom he had less to do with él.Él had been kept away from me, yet always attentive to my every move as if he expected that any time off to do algo.Cualquier thing that could put them at risk.
- You're weird, Carlisle Cullen - all the words uttered softly as if to caress before they went out of his mouth.
reluctantly smiled at his comment.
- If it is something I often say your brothers.
- And they are right - sentenced in one breath - but perhaps this new change will come in handy.
I frowned at the new turn in the conversation.
- What do you mean by that?.
could not believe that he, of all could understand and support my bizarre desire.
- That so you'll realize what you really are.
- I know what I am - I answered quickly and sharply.
- No, I do not know why you still have hope - I heard him walking slowly, gently stroking the wet tile floor with bare feet - think qthe same clothes that ring, though he, with his long jet black hair which was mingled with his cape, gave him a touch more eerie.
- You may need to experience what it feels isolated by the once-tú.Puede like that so you start seeing them as: our food.
gritted could not help being a error.Le dientes.Sabía was causing and he, like the rest of the Volturi, they were vampires who would provoke, but my reasoning was lost somewhere in my mind, which had been occupied by irrational anger.
Marcus laughed again and shook his head in a sign of sheer exhaustion, did not seem upset by my reaction, but rather fun.taking all that tasty blood all around you?, days, months, maybe if you're lucky years, but eventually succumb to the call and they will destroy all humans who are your alrededor.Sin contemplation, or a wild animal miramientos.Como .
My eyes widened with shock of his words, while I stopped breathing.
He was showing me the darkest part of my decision, I did not want to see or escuchar.Había thought of it, of course, but I thought I could carry that weight and stay firm in my decision.
Now my determination began to falter a bit.
- But, hey, we'll wait until that time comes.
And without saying anything more began to walk towardstrongly, while clenched his fists to control a wave of desire murderer who came over me.
Marcus shrugged and turned to the sewer.
Before jumping into it gave me a final word:
- I'll be waiting, Carlisle.No evenings too. Without further
his figure was lost in the shadows, leaving me lost and alone before the night raw.
did not know what he was doing.
Should I leave and threaten all those humans or else give up on my idea before the end spoiling things?.
I felt a strong pressure on the head before the fight of my pensamientos.Quería leave, he wanted to orna power I was almost eerie - as no human had longed to do something in life with so much momentum as I went with it - but I felt helpless.
The idea of being able to hit someone hard anclava me to where I could encontraba.No allow conclusions were reached Aro and others come true. That would end up killing me
.
Therefore, for a brief second, I was tempted to forget everything quedarme.De but not hice.Porque as I headed towards the mouth of the culvert, to go into it, I realized that if I stayed there convicted would end.
If succumbed to his words, the final end undermining my self and my convictions and, surely, fthem. inalizaría be one of the senses.
and did not want that for me.
So without thinking twice, I ran at full speed in the opposite direction.
had to flee as far and as fast, allí.Del future they ofrecían.No I knew if I headed for better or worse, but it was my choice and would take up which were final.Fueran its consequences.
That night, full moon and cold wind, my fate was becoming uncertain, a real incognita, but was quite sure what was going to fight with all my might to get what he wanted.
Because, after all, that was my only chance to have something like a life.
& amMy coche.Junto my Ashley is in the passenger seat staring somewhere on the road, and in the back seat Zack, with all the books scattered around him trying to do everything that he had not made during the holidays.
I looked through the mirror and smiled to me.
was sure that today will not accompany us back home, he would be punished at school overtime.
was not the first time I was wrong.
I went back to dig my eyes on the road, although I must admit that the corner of my eye closely watching the movements of Ashley, who was hugging herself mremoved while at home in my jacket. And then I asked - how do you bring a jacket?.
- I was cold - I answered quickly.
She looked at me with a raised ceja.No believed what he said, not surprisingly, since she knew what I was hot and even in winter was ending days leading manga habit corta.Un I have learned that according to recently it was commonplace in my father.
- be that I'm constipated - once told me cringe.
She nodded and returned the only answer to losing his gaze out the window.
I was glad that nodo more preguntas.No could tell that this jacket had brought for her, and secretly to every day, from long ago.
We sink into a brief silence, as always was interrupted by Zack, which, if I'm honest, I forgot. If
call me a bad friend, I know, but I can not control.
- Damn! !. I'm not going to get! - Said grabbing a few strands of black hair and pulling them.
- You would not be so now if you were working during the summer - Ashley bug him.
Sonreí.No was the one who loved to mess with Zack.
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- Summer is for fun, Ash - turned his head towards me to ask for help - why is it that I have Josh?.
- You're a bum, Zackary - I said humming.
Zack crossed his arms across your chest and pissed growled
- Ha ha, really funny ja.Sois the two, but if you did not know if I'll finish this term spending all afternoon at school . And for your information is not something you want!.
- You should've thought when dejastes the last minute - I said.
His response was a little growl, I knew I was right and had no arguments with lido "
I moved slightly to clear my head and stop listening to my inner voice stupid to re-focus my attention on Ashley and Zack.
And the thing had not changed was imploring demasiado.Zack help of Ashley, apparently without much success.
- Oh, let Ashley do me this favor.
- I said no and is not - she replied flatly.
- But you it worth.
- Not. Learn to work for yourself, this is my last word.
- But, but ..- he said with his mouth open like a fish out of water. CHT MLXC
-cut it, Zack.Te said no and no - I said in a tone drier than expected."Shit ..- dropped into his seat back and told me angry - Joshua Damn, you always get from you.
- Because it always seems to be the leading reason.
Zack
The only answer I grunted and crossed his arms in front of me also pecho.Creo cursed under his breath, but I can not tell.después.Me We arrived at the school took some minutes to park, do not know how but it was the school parking lot almost full, people really did was so keen to go back to school to be roomn thrown from their beds to arrive early?.
Incomprehensible.
When I found a site more or less decent, ie not too far away, and leave the car parked with our cosas.Nada more out I could feel all eyes turned towards us, while the people we greeted everywhere. Zack
returned the greetings like crazy, loved being a popular guy after me was the most popular boy's school, high school and would love it not because he hates the work and estudiar.Que is satisfied that no I like it, would be crazy to say that, but Zack beat me in laziness.
Ashley and I stayed a moment offunny car before watching.
- is expected to return to Earth before his popularity will stop right in the head - I said Ashley.
- then there is nothing that hacer.Llegamos evening - we look and we laugh at my comment, we must also let you enjoy your well deserved second place - I proud of myself.
- Second place? - Ashley asked me not understand well what I meant.
- I am the God of the institute, remember? - I said smirking.
- Oh, you too you no.A is drying the brain by popularity - said starting to pull away and my car.
- Hey, how is this to treat your Dios.Debes to bow and apologize for your boldness - I said mockingly, as I was at their height.
- Well I'm sorry, oh God of school, but I will not bow to you.
-Ohhh .. I veo.Asi you want to be punished, eh? "I threatened playful.
- Punished? - Asked me not understanding what punishment could I referir.Lo understood in the same instant he saw the mischievous smile that drew on my face - No, you can think Josh.Ni - walked away he said to me.
- Sorry, but you have disobeyed a God and vengeance will be terribleamistosamente.Cosa it very difficult trying to smile at that time.
- did not come to my party - whined like a little girl.
- had important things to do - I said cansado.Vi the corner of my eye as a triumphant smile was etched on the faces of Ashley.
- It was not the same without you, Joshy - said grabbing my arm even stronger.
- Sorry, we will again - I answered unkempt arm grip. Samantha
sulked was released but the gesture.
I'm not mind reader, but I know more or less what I was thinking at the time:
How
noses was that I did not fall on their networks?.was not the only one who asked me again and again.
clarify that I did not have any problem in my sexual desires hormonas.Tenía, mostly featuring Ashley, and even had sex with other chicas.Todas had been one-night or at most a few weeks . Nothing serious. Just
replacements girl he loved and could not have.
But Samantha was different.
If you have any kind of relationship with her, even if only one night or a minimum instante.Las cosas it would complicate an astonishing for two reasons:
The first: she would go crazy saying we were engaged and we were perfecta.No is that the couple were in love with me, was simply that I was his prize premio.Un desired by the whole school.
And the second was that if he had anything to Samantha that I would deprive millions of points in order to have something serious Ashley.Y was not willing to lose that for a simple evening with someone for whom I felt nothing.
SamanthaWithout waiting to fight again.
- Joshy, maybe after school we could do something ..- Josh - said in a tonetoo sharp for her.
- Huh? - Said puzzled.
- You call me Josh.
was sick of that stupid pet name I had set.
made a wry gesture to hear this, but said nothing more.Ashley chuckled, he had not left my side, despite being disgusted him about Samantha. Samantha
in turn looked at her with disgust as if he just realized that I was there.
- Margaret - she said acidly.
I noticed as Ashley tensed and looked at hate face to me. CHSamantha
TMLXC not that it was one of the leading lights of high school, I'm not saying it was stupid, much menos.Era in an evil way, smarter than the average high school girls, and knew where to strike to with a single word to his enemy.And that was what he had done to Ashley.
That they may know Margaret was Ashley's middle name a name she hated, because when I was little was used by the school bullies for picking on her.
say that I have defended myself as best I could for my age and my inferiority in numbers (it was just me against three), but still only on the name and the hacy to get defensive. Samantha
knew nothing about this, but had discovered that just saying that name the goat and used it relentlessly.
And then I wondered why he rolled me not a girl like this ... We need more explanations?. No.Creo not.
- Samantha - Ashley replied splashing each word with his hatred toward her at that time.
- I did not know were there, but you should have told me imaginado.Siempre attached to Josh - he paused before saying - you should not think you go now.
- Maybe I should leave you - you said up somewhat the tone of his voice.
- No I think not.
- Well I think so. Vale
things were starting to warm demasiado.Era time it went into action or it would end badly.
put my hand on Ashley's back and moved it gently behind me.
Not that he was afraid because I knew not to defend, rather he was afraid to "defend" demasiado.Yo had given me years before, wanted to teach luchar.No who was helpless when I was not his hand, could not be twenty-four hours a day with her, although the idea seemed great.
Clavé my eye s in Samantha and said
- Sorry Samantha, but we must go - I paused to give more emphasis to the phrase - Both.
Samantha opened her eyes first, and then almost closed by anger.
gave him no time to say anything, I pushed gently and Ashley began to walk towards the entrance of the institute.
Ashley said nothing during the journey was very cabreada.Le back gently stroked my hand moving up and down, then lower your head so he could hear me better:
- Do not let the comments efecto.Tú that stupid do you're better than her, JAMAC
may not even notice the difference with the ten he had now.
I shifted in my seat and rested my head on my hand without looking away from the ventana.Me stayed for a while watching the gym class I had a course less than nuestro.El teacher was wroth with them making them run relentlessly ignoring the pleas that, so far from there I could hear.
Aparté my window view surprised to notice a nudge in the arm, by my companion, who made my head almost fell off my hand and gave the table.
inquisitive I looked trying to find out why he had received thattion to keep - I answered.
The four began to laugh and walk toward the exit.
Ashley was next to Pam and began to speak without parar.Yo did the same and put me next to Zack and started talking about sports.
When they were going to get fun out Zack asked:
- At the end you get punished does not stop this afternoon, huh?.
Zack movements were fast and left me descolocado.Abrió eyes all he could, if something else had opened it surely would have come out of orbit, struck his forehead and cursed himself aloud high.
- shit, I forgot!.
- What? - Asked concerned Pam.Ashley and she had turned to listen to Zack.
- I do not know, suddenly gone mad - I stopped stroking his chin with one hand trying to look like I pondered my answer - perhaps in the end you've burned the brain so strange flesh eating hamburgers. Ashley
hit me hard in the arm for my comment.
- Auh! - I complained about the hand passing me where I was beaten. Pam
meanwhile had advanced a little to Zack and asked in a voice sweet and kind. Cand class and I'll spend all afternoon here, among these damn walls - fuss made a few hands before returning to tangle in her hair - I'm dead.
- Zack, left to dramatize - in a serious tone said Pam.
- I'm not dramatizing!. Also have a look - we told us they were still laughing in the situzación - Look at those two!. What is your name you riendoos Friends of the misfortunes of others?!.
In response to their cries a new round of laughter came from our mouth.
you can not even imagine how I ached from laughing so much mouth.
- Yes, I will laugh when reiros.Yado ye are in a situation like mine.
Zack ..
"You are the worst of what I shall return to peor.Jamás ..
- Zack!.
- Not even I will listen when I supliqueís to return to your amigo.Ja.Lo be clear if you think you bear ..
- Zackary!.
The three instantly and we shut our eyes nailed Pam.Estaba frowning, arms crossed in a pint pecho.Tenía really threatening. Zack
swallowed.
- Pam ...
- Neither Pam nor c nada.DejaLXC
- we go? - I asked Ashley.- Claro.
started walking the little that we had to get to the gates of instituto.Me forward a bit to open the door.
If I am a gentleman, at least with her.
With the door open, and before that she spent the asked
- What do we do?.
- Huh? Replied in surprise, was removing it from their thoughts.
- That if you want to do something special this tarde.No I want to go back home now, so I thought we could do something together - I reHTMLXC - But it's not summer, and also this morning I was shivering ...
I could not continue, I myself was shocked.
I had taken the arm smoothly and had attached to his body, giving gentle tugs as giving young children when they try to draw the attention of an adult.
Not that she was or had complex little girl, that could give real credit to my arm felt the woman developed chest and I was glued to it, but it was for our height difference. 1.60 I 1.90 and she needed those things to my attention when I was not looking.
But this time I must say that eStaba still too much for me, still recalled how close we had been kissing this morning and now was so attached to me did nothing but drive me mad.
My self was low and seemed unable to stop my arm, which had declared itself independent from my body and to ignore the orders of my brain that would break away doing the opposite, clinging gently that body that both wanted to play.
Ashley's eyes locked on mine seemed to try to say something, but I could not guess what it was. Previous pink cheeks had become red and now biting her lip nerviosa.Era clearly wanted to tell me something, but I nor was able to understand why.
My brain at that time did not work very well, had lost the supremacy of my body which had been taken by the arm to grab Ashley.
- Josh, please ...- sigh about the words.
- What? - Whispered to me too. I could not speak louder, I needed air.
opened his mouth to say something, but stopped with a smile sadder than I expected I said
- Take me to make ice cream.
- of course - I said without hesitation.
and released.
put his handsfull, in addition to having a long queue just to ask.
sighed and got to the cola.Nos going to play be patient.
George, the owner of the ice cream shop, a burly man, smiling and had managed, with great character, a small store like yours did not have to worry about a possible closure inminente.Más well should worry about enlarge the store.
I think we had to wait over twenty minutes to get to the desk and meet with the chubby face of George.
- But look who's here! - George said one of his big smiles.
- Hey, George! - I know, Joshua.
- Oh, leave now! - Ashley said blushing.
George and I started to laugh by his reaction.
George For us we were "the most beautiful young couple he had seen in years" trying to tell textuales.Habiamos words more than once that we were not any family, but we creía.Quizás out that he could see clearly how I looked at Ashley and that my negative did not have enough conviction that they must have.
- Well, what do you want to take?.
- pour me to my lemon and mint cone - I said to George.
- Aue reflected that he had little desire to be there.
We looked for a moment and I was surprised by his reaction, first opened his eyes very surprised and then entrecerró.Lo I liked least was that he was watching with more interest to Ashley.
- Miss Margaret Ashley Keim - he sneered.
- Maximilian Kayl Patrolsky - Ashley replied angry.
Vale. Algo.Yo I was missing that boy did not know him at all and he seemed to know Ashley.
I liked that I did not like nothing and staring at the boy asked Ashley:
- Whoa quiet moment assimilating the new information.and not that I had forgotten to mention that a new boy had come to our school, but they just did not even know. How can that happen?. Because I do not worry too much about those things, and it was not the first time something like this happened to me.
The boy's voice brought me out of my thoughts.
- Here you have your order - told us to extend our ice cream.
Ashley and I caught it, and I page.
- Bye, Margaret - said the boy sarcastically.
She in turn turned without even looking at him, and I gave him a look asesina.Ahora sLXC - I do not know the truth, well the worst is not only his attitude, but my companion.
- do you partner? - I asked surprised.
so nice wrinkled my nose and said wearily:
- We have had to peer into a work of psychology.
chuckled, was something I did when things did not go as I wanted or I was starting to piss.
That stupid class had to share with Ashley in the one hour I was not with her.
chuckled again.
- Is something wrong?.
- No, why do you ask?.
- These clucking - I said smiling.
- I hate that guy - I said through clenched teeth.
- Relax, do not dare mess with me - said proud of herself.
- You'd better - said in a tone full of menace. AshleyI smiled gratefully.
- What would you do if I do something? - Asked me funny.
- Le shatter - I answered. And he was serious.
Ashley laughed softly and without that I expect him put his head on my shoulder. CHTML
