Not my best summer. I was tired and I just stopped three weeks, I've been in Istanbul (and I will put photos somewhere) and although it was nice, was not a city I love. He had good stuff, like the Grand Bazaar, where you will find very made leather bags and silver jewelry cute for 15 or 20 euros, but I become more tired than before, if that's possible. Per
put the icing on my head yesterday, when after dinner he took me aside and tells me he wants to talk to me. We all know that something like this does not bode well.
To summarize briefly, it's nothing, our big boss has not told anything about it, but from what I've seen and heard the comments, he fears they want without me. And advised meects that I raise what I do, whether to continue in the company, related in some way, or find life elsewhere. That values my options, I have no self-incrimination, to think clearly ...
If I have to be honest, it surprised me too. I know it's been months since our big boss does not like me in grace, I have committed some unforgivable mistakes that he believes (in me, of course, not the other) and I have crossed. Soon I will make two years in the business and, despite promises that it was a temporary situation, I remain independent, while all those who have come later and are on staff. And never had the decency to tell me, to explain the situation, I feel ignored and none, and the truth is that I do not want to followhere in these conditions.
But my problem is not whether I want to stay connected with the company, but whether they can earn enough on my own without working for them, or not exclusively for them. Because two years ago I left all the work he had, in many companies, to enter here. Naturally, my job is busy, and I can not expect to recover just like that. So, when my brain recovers its sensitivity and think again, I step back and start to grope, again, from old contacts, friends and acquaintances to see if I could stay alone or whether, instead, I'll keep holding until they get tired and throw me out.
no unemployment, of course. Have I said already that I am independent?
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